I really do not know what to believe in anymore. Everything I thought was true has turned out to be half-truths. However, knowledge is good. If there be darkness, than there is light. Further study and contemplation has revealed to me that they are one of the same, each a part of the other.

I have come to a greater understanding of why I am hated and despised by some people. This knowledge alone has brought me some peace. It is better to see the darkness for what it is than to blindly stumble around in it. For that, I am grateful.

Looking at where my mind is today, I can see great change. There is a time for change, and at this point in my life, I intend to re-invent my own mind. It needs strength and focus. I do not intend to wander the earth in ignorance. I am looking forward to this new journey and all that I shall learn from it.

To understand the darkness is to understand the light!

James Lee